Photo Of My Uniform Insignas

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The 4th Infantry Division Patch, my original Montygnard Bracelet, my original Dog Tags, my CIB. My Expert Qualification Badge for the M16 Rifle, my RVN Service Medal, my Infantry Blue Rope, my Rank Insignias (E5), my war souvenir knife.

Photo Of ??, Routh, Talton and Parsons

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I remember taking this photo of some of our boys drying out their clothing after we had to cross a body of water on a single rope stretched across above the water. I remember that it was in the balancing act. You had to stay above the rope while you let one leg dangle down and the other leg bent @ the knees with your foot across the top of the rope. You had pull yourself with your hands thus sliding across the rope. This photo was made near Vancouver, Washington sometime during our Basic Unit Combat Training.

Photo Of A Military Payment Certificate for 10 Cents

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We didn't use the USD Money in Viet Nam but instead we used the Military Payment Certificate even for the small change. If my memory serves me correctly, the military would change the currency every so often and only the military personnel could exchange their old for the new currency. I suppose it was because of the Vietnamese Black Market.

Photo Of Stuck APCs

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I remember them reassigning me for my last month in RVN. They placed me in The 4th Division Exploitation Platoon. We were air mobile and we had 6 Armored Personnel Carriers. Our primary job was to plant and extract our Long Range Recons Patrols (LRRPS) from our Main Division Base Camp and flying various missions. I remember one of our duties was to fly on the road patrol between our Home Base Camp (Pleiku) and Dak To. On these missions the Chopper Pilot would stop @ every bridge so we could check them for mines.
I remember this photo was took by me during one our LRRP extraction when we got all 6 of our APCs stuck in a Rice Patty. We call to call in for Vehicle Track Retriever (VTR) to come to our rescue.

Photo Of Me Routh and Wray

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This photo was taken in front of the NCO Club in Fort Lewis, Washington in early 1966. Boy did those civilian clothes feel good! It was a week-end pass on the base after our Basic Training. You know this photo brings back old memories. I remember them having a talent show that day. I remember the band that won sung the song Louie-Louie which was put out by the Kingsmen in 1963.

I know you have heard the term "An Ear Worm", which means you cant get a melody out of your head. I have an Ear Worm that is still in my head since that day in 1966. "LOUIE LOUIE, OH BABY, ME GOTTA GO"--"LOUIE LOUIE, OH BABY, ME GOTTO GO"

Photo Of Our Old Battalion Sign In Fort Lewis, Washington

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I took this photo of our old Battalion Sign in Fort Lewis, Washington in 1966 before we shipped out for the RVN. LTCOL Pat W. Crizer was our Battalion Commander from December 1965 - December 1966. He went to the RVN with us and was replaced by LTC Tom "Charger"Lynch in Dec. of 1966. "Charger was replaced by LTC Glen Belnap in early December of 1967.

I still remember LTC Crizer taking an interest in we boys from Scott County and Lee County, Virginia since he was from Wise County, Virginia. I remember him coming to our rifle qualifying and giving us a pep talk to not let him down.

LTC Belnap was killed-in-action along with his SGM Herbert Roberts. They died instantly in a Huey Helicopter crash along with the crew of the chopper on 12/20/67. I believe that if I can get my story straight the Chopper that they were in was Hovering above the trees and all of a sudden its tail Rotor got into the trees thus causing the chopper to crash.

Photo of Cpt.Tony Colburn (THE ROYAL PINEAPPLE)

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This is a rare photo (sorry for it's quality) of our company commander Cpt. Tony Colburn (Nickname The Pinapple) picking & grinning for us. The date was ?? maybe May of 1966, place was Vancouver, Wa. while we were on maneuvers. I suppose that it was times like these that molded us into a fine tuned fighting machine. I know only a percentage of the total # of troops were as fortunate as we were. We trained together for 8 months before we all loaded up on the same ship for our trip to the RVN.

Getting Ready To Be Inspected Before We Went On Guard Duty

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Do you Remember this old photo? Me & Dudley are the only names that I can remember! I do remember that this photo was made in front of our Barracks in Fort Lewis, Washington and the date was sometime early in 1966 as we were getting ready for inspection before our guard duty. I welcome all comments with the names of the others.

Front L to R: Me, Dudley, ?Parsons? & ?Calicutt?
Back L to R: ?Stein?, ????, ?Teal?, ?Bromell?

Photo Of A U.S. Army CH-54 Sky Crane Helicopter

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The CH-54 is better known as the Sky Crane. It was very successful in Vietnam where it was credited with the recovery of hundreds of downed aircraft as well as having the ability to move artillery and supplies to fire bases that were unreachable by land. It had a 4800 hp turbine engine & could lift over 40,000 pounds. I remember it carrying a D-8 Caterpillar Dozier in this photo without the blade out to us on 1 occasion in order for us to build a Forward Fire Base. Then on its 2nd mission it carried the Blade to the Dozier.

Photo Of The 170th Assault Helicopter Company: "The Bikini's"

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I will never forget those wonderful birds. They were our lifeline with the outside world. I remember them having a Bikini Clad girl painted on the nose of all their choppers. They resupplied us every 4 days with food, ammunition and on the 8th day they would bring us our SP packs.

I remember the SP packs contained our mail, toiletries, one pair of clean clothing , 1 hot meal. I still remember whenever it was possible a chaplain would come out and hold a church service with us.

I believe that after every 8 days in the Bush they would rotate one of our Line Company's (A,B and C company) to guard our Forward Fire Base. I believe the term was in Reserve. The Forward Fire Base contained our Headquarters Company and our supporting Artillery. I remember that we operated with 2 line companies @ a time in the Bush. We were also close to each other in case we had to assist each other. We only could operate a certain amount of distance between us and our 105 MM Artillery in the Forward Fire Base because of their limited range of fire support.

http://www.170th.org/Html/Bikinis.html

Photo Of A NVA Flag

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I remember the VC placed their flag near our Division Base Camp (Camp Enari). I remember that I had less than 1 month left before I could go home. I was assigned to a detail to remove this flag. They sent me along with a squad of men and 1 APC (Armored Personnel Carrier) to remove this flag. I remember us taking every precaution in removing this flag because we figured it was Boobie Trapped. We tied a rope around the Bamboo Flag Pole and pulled it down with our APC. Bingo, the VC had it Boobie trapped with a small explosive. We were protected from the blast inside our APC.

Photo of me in the Tuy Hoa Providence

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This photo was taken next to a beautiful waterfall in Tuy Hoa. You know the Rain forest is very beautiful. You may have heard the expression that you can't see the forest for the trees. In my case I couldn't see the beautiful Rain forest for the VC & NVA.

My Summary

Summary

April 15, 1967

My first KIA (killed in action).
He was a Viet Cong guarding a rice cache down around Tuy Hoa. Me and my good friend David Culbertson were ordered to search and clear a bamboo hut in the middle of a large banana grove. We proceeded to the hut and all of a sudden out from behind the hut he came charging after me with a hand grenade. I will never forget that moment. He came charging towards me pulling on the string to detonate a hand grenade, when I gave him about a 10 round burst from my M16 rifle killing him instantly. We later confirmed that he was guarding a rice cache and that I had surprised him. We later found a 30 cal. U.S. Carbine Rifle. You must understand that I was only 19 years old at the time and I was a born again Christian. My parents started me in church when I was about 14 years old and I still am a member of the same church. Very few days have passed without me asking my lord for forgiveness for what I had to do. I firmly believe that only god has the right to take human life because only he can give life to us. I was told that the killing would get easy after the first one but it did not get any easier.


June 17, 1967
My second KIA,
We were out on patrol one day in early June. I was walking point when all of a sudden i walked upon a NVA soldier. I brought up my M16 and gave him a short burst killing him instantly.

July 23, 1967 (three trees - Plei Ya Bo)
My Third KIA.
"C" company was ambushed by a sizable NVA unit. We found out later that the entire notorious 66th NVA Regiment had ambushed us We, "B" company, 3rd battalion, 8th infantry, 4th infantry division were about a 1/4 mile away dug in for the night. We were ordered to assist "C" company with their battle with the NVA so we ran to their assistance. Bullets were flying everywhere along with RPG rounds and mortar rounds. A NVA ammo bearer showed himself from around a large tree and he didn't see me. I gave him a short burst from my M16 rifle. I must have had some tracer rounds in my M16 because when I hit him in the stomach the tracer rounds ignited his RPG rounds burning him to a crisp. It was an awful experience that I have to live each day of my life.
The night before this battle I remember saying a silent prayer to my Lord while in my foxhole to forgive me for killing my 2nd person. I also asked him to spare me from anymore killing. I told him that I would treat people kindly (not that I was a mean person) and try to lead a productive life if he would only spare me from all the killing.
We were ordered to search & clear the battle zone immediately after the battle. In other words, we were to get a body count. I will never forget that day because what happened that day was a miracle.
The NVA never gave themselves up. I was walking point Thur the jungle. All of a sudden, I heard someone crying with pain and then I found him (a NVA). He was bleeding from both ears with busted eardrums from the concussion of a 500 lb. bomb that one of our F4C phantoms had dropped on them. He surrendered to me.
Just a few feet more then I found a young ammo bearer about 13 years old badly wounded in the crotch area with maggots already eating away at his wound he surrendered to me also.
A few feet further I walked upon a NVA with his AK47 pointed right towards me from a foxhole. Instinctively I brought up my M16 with the safety off and all of a sudden he threw up his hands and said Chu Hoy (I give up) to me. He had a badly wounded buddy in the same foxhole with him. He could have mowed me in half with his AK47 assault rifle.
I knew that my God had answered my prayers of the night before & that he had taken over the situation. I never had to kill another person for the rest of my tour of duty. I also knew that he spared my life for some good reason. I am still to this day searching for what the reason is that he spared my life so many times..
I tell everyone that I have 9 lives to live and that I have already lived 8 of my 9 lives that god has granted me I lived 6 of my 9 lives while in Viet Nam. The 7th of my lives when I had a heart attack in 2000 and the 8th when I had a bad stroke in 2001.
I ask my lord every day for forgiveness for my killing. I know that was war but that doesn't ease my feelings any. I have a conscience, and I have to re-live these scenes over and over and again - again in my mind. I also ask him for forgiveness from the families of the ones that I killed, just like I forgive the NVA & the Viet Cong for killing us. I firmly believe that only my God has the power to give us life and only God has the right to take our lives. It is a shame that our governments can't reconcile their differences and get along even thought my bible tells me that there will be wars and rumors of wars.


The following scriptures give me comfort in my taking of Human Life. I just substitute my name in the place of Pilate. I substitute Ho Chi Minh name in the HE in verse 11. Then I substitute the people that I had to kill in the place of Jesus.

John 19
10Then saith Pilate unto him, Speakest thou not unto me? Knowest thou not that I have power to crucify thee, and have power to release thee?
11Jesus answered, Thou couldest have no power at all against me, except it were given thee from above: therefore he that delivered me unto thee hath the greater sin.














After Action Report about the Plei Ya Bo Battle
http://www.ivydragoons.org/Files/Logs/AAR%2023%20July%2067.PDF
Kenneth H. Ervin

Photo of Me & Tommy Routh During Christmas in Tuy Hoa RVN 1966

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I still remember our Christmas in Tuy Hoa, RVN. They brought us in from the Jungle Bush so we could enjoy our Christmas. I still remember how good the hot showers felt, the hot meals and the clean clothes. Oh, and the COT that we could sleep on and the wonderful FULL nights sleep without having to pull Ambush Patrol or Listening Post Duty!!!!! You know, we shared all of our goodies with all of our fellow soldiers. You may have heard the Term "THE BAND OF BROTHERS". Well it is true. We were all that we had. You had to learn to trust each other especially during your 2 hours shift of sleep during the nights. The can near my right foot was a gift from Annette (Ervin) Quillen. I remember her sending me all that wonderful homemade candy while I was over there.

Photo Of Me

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If my memory hasn't failed me this photo was made in the Central Highlands. I remember us finding this old NVA Camp. For some reason or another our higher ups decided that we should spend the night in this present location. We immediately started to dig in for the night. I remember playing cards with my fellow men. Some of our men started cutting an LZ for the supply by Choppers. Then all of a sudden it all happened. Two of our own Hunter/Killer gunships saw us on the ground and immediately assumed that we were the enemy (NVA). They started working us over, I mean their Rockets and Mini Gatling Guns etc. I still remember the bullets kicking up the dirt in our faces. We were all in shock that our people had declared WAR on us. After the 2nd pass, I had my M60 Machine Gun ready for them but luckily there wasn't a 3rd pass. They must have received one of our radio calls that were attacking FRIENDLIES. The best that I remember we had about 6-8 casualties that day by our own forces

Photo of One of Our Downed Choppers

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I remember so vividly the day that this Chopper went down. They were resupplying us and they had the BIRD overloaded for the return flight. I remember the pilot made about 3 attempts to lift off. I remember that each time he tried to lift off you could hear him loosing his engine RPM'S. Finally on the 3rd or 4th attempt to lift off he was too far over the trees to back down to the LZ (Landing Zone) thus crashing. I remember him crashing right in the middle of a huge BEES NEST. I remember getting stung while we rescued them. The best that I can remember there weren't any casualties in this incident.

Photo of We were in a single file (as usual) and crossing a small creek

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We had to hump (Infantry Term) all of my Earthly belongings on my back, which amounted to about 75-100 lbs.

Our Earthly belongings consisted of the following in our rucksack: one case of C rations (12 meals), one case (1,000 rounds) of .223 caliber ammunition, a hundred rounds of ammo for the squad’s M-60 machine gun, four pounds of C-4 plastic explosive, one claymore mine, poncho, poncho liner, several pairs of socks, Tabasco sauce (to enhance the flavor of the C-rations), These, and other sundry items, were in my rucksack, one PRC-25 radio battery, one machete, two smoke grenades, my letter writing materials, about 3-4 LRP Rations, my bandages, one gallon Lister bag of water, three canteens of water making the total weight in excess of 80 lbs.

We had to protect our feet from the Jungle Rot. I still to this day have scar-tissue from the Jungle Rot on my hands/wrists. Jungle rot sets in from broken places in your skin and all that awful rain. It would rain for 24 hrs. day, for about 2 months (Monsoon). I went through 2 monsoons while over there, because they moved us from Tuy Hoa to Pleiku.

We got re-supplied every 4 days except during the monsoon season. I will never forget the time that we went 28 days without getting re-supplied. My cloths actually rotted off of me. On the 4th day they would send us food and ammo then on the 8th day they would send us food, ammo, toiletries and one set of clothing. We took our baths whenever we came upon a stream. So now hopefully you understand why the photo quality is so poor of my photos.

Photo of ???????????

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My Mind has drawn a blank as to his name. All that I remember is that he is from North Carolina and he was all the time singing his favorite singers songs. I believe if my memory is correct his favorite singer for JIM REEVES. I would appreciate your comments with this boys name and oh yes I remember that RICHARD PETTY was his hero.

Photo One of The Few Good Times in 'Nam

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The time was around Christmas 0f 1966. The place was in Tuy Hoa. I remember they brought us in from the jungle for Christmas. I remember going swimming in the South China Sea. I believe this Photo is of Jernigan, Callicutt & Wray. All three boys are from North Carolina.

Photo of a Chinese SKS Rifle

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I purchased this Chinese SKS rifle several years ago. It is perfectly legal because it is a SEMI-AUTOMATIC version. I tagged several weapons that I personally captured but I never did get to bring one home with me. You know how that goes, THE GREAT BASE CAMP WAR HEROS took them I suppose. I just wanted one to keep for myself. It is a fine hunting rifle. It is listed as one of the top 10 best war rifles of all time along with it the Russian AK-47.

Photo of a NVA Knife

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This is a photo of a NVA knife that I brought home with me from the war. The NVA had this knife on him along with a German Luger hand gun. I also have his soft hat.

Photo of a Vietnamese Pot Belly Pig

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This is a rare photo of a Vietnamese Pot Belly Pig. I thought that they were the funniest thing. Little did I know then that they would become popular in this country as PETS.

Photo of Bobby Ray Tabrons name on the Viet Nam Wall

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This is a photo of Bobby Ray Tabrons name on the Viet Nam Wall. I wasn't as close to Bobby as I was to Stanley W Dix because he was a replacement to my unit. He didn't go over with us to Viet Nam but joined sometime later as a replacement to us. All that I can remember is that he adjusted to us very quickly. He was a Black Kid but the color of his skin didn't matter to us because we were all brothers. I still remember the day he was killed by the NVA. I remember I was one of four people that had to carry him up this steep mountain side to the LZ for his chopper medivac. I remember that we could only carry him just a few feet before we had to stop and rest a spell. As I think back on that day the words to the song come back to me. HE AIN'T HEAVY, HE'S MY BROTHER.

Photo Scene Just Hours Before The Battle for Plei Ya Bo

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I took this photo just a few hours before our Battle for Plei Ya Bo (Three Trees). All I can remember is that we were dug-in for the night and we were HANGING OUT I think this is today's terminology. I think a couple of the boys names were Tommy Routh and George Talton.

Photo of us Parlaying (interrogating) the Montygnard People

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This photo is of us Parlaying (interrogating) the Montygnard people. Let me see if I can remember the Montygnard custom-- they would place a huge CROCK OF RICE WINE in the center. The rice wine was made up of slices of green bananas along with rice with the husk on it mixed with water. I remember them having the croak covered with a banana leaf. They would then lay a flat piece on bamboo wood across the top. They would cut a small splinter in the center of the flat piece on bamboo. They would stir the mixture and then top off the CROCK off with water. They would then take a long piece of bamboo which served as a straw. It was their custom that we and they take turns of drinking from the CROCK. It was the custom that you drink until the wine cleared the splinter on the flat piece of bamboo lying across the top of the CROCK. The best that I remember that was anywhere between 1 pint & 1 quart of rice wine that you had to drink per your turn. I remember the comments from everyone participating in the ritual was Boy that was a cheap drunk.

Photo of Our Close Allies, The Montagnard People (Dega People)

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This photo was given to me by my good friend Doc Kurt Nagl. They were great Allies to us. They were Polynesian and not Asian.. They inhabited the Central Highlands of South Vietnam many centuries ago. They migrated from India. I have an original Montagnard friendship Bracelet that a little Montagnard girl gave me for sharing some of my C-rations with her. I will cherish her Bracelet forever. I have a modern bracelet that I wear to commemorate my friendship with these people. They were greatly persecuted by both the NVA and the VC because they supported us. You know what, we pulled out of Viet Nam and left them to defend themselves. I have read all kinds of harrow stories about them after we pulled out. Only now are we starting to bring them home to us in N.C. I am supplying a link for your convenience.
http://www.dhhs.state.nc.us/montagnard.htm.

My Emails with Paul Beals

BY: Kenneth H. Ervin
I E-mailed Paul Beals concerning this Ad that he had placed in the Ivy Dragoons newsletter (which I am a member of). I was in the battle of Plei Doch 5/26/1967 (The day that his cousin Richark Wilkins was killed)

Following is an excerpt of the Email that I sent to Paul....

Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Hello Paul Beals,
I will start off with I didn't personally know your cousin Richard Wilkins. He was in “C” company and I was in “B” company. I will never forget that awful day May 26, 1967. We and “C” company were climbing up this huge Mountain along the Cambodian Border. I do not know the location. The following After Action Reports states that the location was in DARLAC Providence. “C” company was traveling in a single file formation up ahead of us when they came upon a flat place in the mountain. Captain Powers decided to stop his column to have his men to take a break. He didn't know it at the time but he stopped his column right in the middle of an AMBUSH zone that the NVA had planned. He must have sit down and had pulled out his map to check his company’s location and I sniper shot him between the eyes killing him instantly thus triggering the ambush.
Naturally we rushed to their assistance. Bullets and RPG and Mortar rounds were exploding all around us. They had a well planned ambush laid out for us. After around 30-60 minutes I guess, they broke off and ran for the Cambodian border.
Now here is the story about your Cousin Richard. I have been trying from some time to identify the “boy with the shotgun that day that was killed”. I e-mailed everyone that I could from “C” company during that time period in an attempt to identifying that BOY. I am pretty sure (99% sure) that his band of brothers have identified him correctly as Richard Wilkins.
Paul, I will never forget about how Richard was killed that day. I will never forget the pile of 12 Gauge Shotgun Shell casings lying on the ground beside him that day. There was a huge pile of NVA lying about 20 yards to his front. He must have killed around 15-20 NVA with the buckshot from his pump shotgun. I do remember him killing a high-ranking NVA officer and his RTO because I remember my Company Commander (Cpt. Toby Colburn – the Pineapple) asking me to cut off his NVA uniform insignias and he sent them back to our S2 for identifying his rank and NVA unit. I have e-mailed our then Battalion Commander Lt. Col Tom Lynch now Retired Major General Tom Lynch if he remembers this incident and what the NVA Officers rank and outfit was but for some reason he refuses to answer my question. I also sent him a snail mail note asking the same question.
Paul, I feel like your cousin Richard, deserved the Silver Star Posthumously for that day May 26, 1967. That’s my opinion on that matter. Maybe the Army did award him the Silver Star I do not know. You can tell the brothers of Richard that they should be really proud of their older brother Richard because he was my HERO on that day in May almost 39 years ago. You can also tell them that my memory isn't what it used to be but I still remember the Battle of Plei Doc very vividly and their brother Richard lying on the ground dead that day.
Wilkins, Richard Edward
SP4
C/3/8
5/26/1967
Mountlake Terr
WA
20E/125
Ken Ervin

.....Paul and I have been e-mailing each other several times. In one of my emails I asked Paul what that he does in Alaska and about his unusual E-mail address (paul.beals@tananachiefs.org). He replied back to me...

Well, hang on Ken, I think you're in for a few surprises... I am a professional counselor, work for Tanana Chiefs Conference (tan-ah-na, does not rhyme with banana),
TCC is a consortium of 43 alaska Native tribes and villages, most of which are Athabaskan Indians but some are Inupiat Eskimo. I travel to one of my five villages each week and am there usually for three days at a time dealing with whatever issues/problems the folks have. Two of my usual villages are Eskimo, Anaktuvuk Pass - about 250 miles north of here and Evansville/Bettles about 150 miles north. I've also been called out to other villages when ever there has been a violent death or suicide - 15 for me in the last 5&1/2years. I also travelled to a few villages that are outside our region when I was doing my thesis on Alaska Native Vietnam Vets and was adopted by a Sitka Chief/Vietnam Vet.

The guys in Anaktuvuk Pass don't have many resources available to them and unemployment is around 60% in that village of 300 people- a village which was settled in 1950, by the way. Anyway, I've been teaching the guys up there how to turn pens and such out of caribou horn and on a mini lathe! (Before I went back to grad school, I had an 18,000 sqft shop and 28 employees in Laconner ,Washington where I built large pleasure boats, primarily off shore cruising sailboats. . . done some wood work, myself... but got involved in humanitarian aid work- primarily in Russia in the late 80s and decided that I'd been building dreams for rich folks and felt called to build dreams of a higher
order... I'll send you a cc of the story of the Midnight Train From Moscow...will have to wait until I get home tonight to send it - don't have a cc here at work.) Anyway they're just getting started, I've located a market for their wares and hope to help build a little cottage industry up there for them.
Just last evening I got a call from Roger Tenbrink, former squad leader and he gave me the names, Lynn Wanzak, Kodiak Island, Alaska who was Richard's (aka "Radar") best friend and another guy, Peter Schwartzoff, who lives in Anchorage. Amazing what networking can do... I medcapped in a couple of montagnard villes up around Khe Sanh. Have
always felt they were sorely wronged when we pulled out of the country - set them up for worse persecution than ever.
Ken, you mentioned N.C. - for the last two years my wife and I have gone down there to the John C. Campbell Folk Art School (in Brasstown - SW corner of the state) for our vacation and fell in love with the area.We'r'e headed that way in March, I think... This whole thing sure has gotten interesting. . . and Richard's brother
Dan is excited about getting info, too.
Good chatting with you.

Paul

Paul on another E-mail....I figured that this E-mail has set some kind of record because of the place that Paul e-mailed me from......

Hi Ken,
I'm in Anaktuvuk Pass, about a hundred miles above the Arctic Circle - flew in this a.m. This time of year the sun does not rise here, although the high stratus clouds are at the moment a spectacular neon orange against a turquoise sky. The mountains that surround this village are all in shadow. The sun won't come back for several months - and of course, will shine 24 hours per day during the short summer.
I fly into all of the villages I serve - when the weather permits! sometimes landing at -40 and in a whiteout... It is strange to land like that and see the numerous snowmachines that come roaring up to the airplane to see who and what gets off... and just as quickly disappear when all has been offloaded.
This is a good place to be in the business I'm in... no one in their right mind would live here..
Yes, i've rec'd your posts. Have been busy as there have been two deaths in the last week in this village of just under 300 people... funeral for an elder this afternoon - in half an hour... I'd best get moving.
Will write more in the next couple of days... I haven't forgotten that I said I'd email a cc of the train story to you...
BTW - Fairbanks is on the road system - 1500 miles from Seattle and 350 from Anchorage. Ester is an old gold mining village 8 miles outside Fairbanks.
Glad Richard's brother contacted you.
Thanks again.
Paul

Photo of Richard Wilkins

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I saw this photo sometime ago in our Ivy Dragoons Newsletter. It just happened that I did a lot of research for this persons name. You know certain images are burned in our brains. I have this image of a young man lying face down dead with a huge pile of 12 Gauge Shotgun, 00 Buck Shot casings. I also saw a huge pile of North Vietnamese Regular Army troops lying dead about 10-20 meters of this young mans front. This young kids name was Richard Wilkins. I found out from some of his platoon members his name. He was is in my sister company "C". I was in "B" Company. The Battle was Plei Doch, and the date was May 26, 1967. You can read all about this famous Battle in my posts.
To make a long story short I answered Paul's add by emailing him. I am going to post our E-mails to each other. Paul sent his Midnight Train Ride to Moscow in one of his e-mails. I have already posted it. The Army doesn't really tell the stories like a fellow GRUNT can tell them. Oh yes, Dan Wilkins brother to Richard, emailed me also and told me just how much that my e-mails meant to him. I call it closure some 39 1/2 years later.

Photo of Leroy Shaffer, Bobby Woods, Tommy Routh and Stanley W. Dix

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This is my only Photo of Stanley W. Dix. He was killed in The Battle for Plei Ya Bo (Three Trees). You can read about the details of how Stanley was killed that day July 23, 1967. I will tell you a story about Stanley W. Dix.

Something like about 1 year ago I received an email from a Stanley W. Dix. I thought someone was playing a dirty trick on me because I knew beyond a reason of doubt that Stanley was dead. I was afraid to open the email. Curiosity finally won out with me and boy did I receive a surprise.

He told me that his grandmother (Stans Mother) wanted him named after his Uncle Stanley W. Dix. He went on to tell me that his grandmother willed all of Stanleys personal belongings to him. He told me that a chest that he received from his Grandmother contained A SILVER STAR POSTHUMOUSLY and a small piece of a $1 Bill USD.

He told me that he found my site when he performed a search on Stanley W. Dix.
He asked me how his uncle won the SILVER STAR and if I held one of the pieces of the $1 Bill. His note told me that he believes the $1 bill was torn into and distributed to about 3 other GIs, sort of like BLOOD BROTHERS.

I scanned a page from Charlie Floods Book "THE WAR OF THE INNOCENTS" that told about how Stanley was killed that day and how that he was granted the SILVER STAR. I went on to tell him that I wasn't a holder of a section of the $1 but I would email some of my Comrades to ask them.

Photo of a Dustoff Chopper

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This is a photo that I took after our Battle for Plei Ya Bo (Three Trees). I took the photo of one of our Dustoff Choppers (medivac) as it was lifting up with some of our fallen Comrades.

The Midnight Train From Moscow By: Paul Beals

THE MIDNIGHT TRAIN FROM MOSCOW
BY: Paul Beals
To: Ken Ervin
It is my privilege to share this story with you and I hope that in the telling I may honor the place in you where your spirit dwells.
As is my custom, I would like to dedicate this telling of the story to the warriors who are gone but not forgotten, and to the men and women who have returned in body but not in spirit; and to the mothers who still wait for sons who will not return: may they know the peace that I found - in the eyes of my enemy.
In 1986 documentary film producer Stanley Odle was in the Soviet Union filming a documentary for a group of North American businesswomen who were there on tour. He approached the Central Studio of Documentary Films in Moscow with an idea for a television series. He wanted to do a twelve part series, made for television, filming in both countries with a single crew made up of half Russians and half Americans, with each position paired. Six episodes were to be filmed in each country, setting aside party lines and politics, and dealing with issues of the people of our two nations. The idea was to communicate with each other and to increase the opportunities for peace through understanding. The series was to be filmed, edited, and aired in both countries, uncensored by either government. The Soviets liked the idea and the first pair of episodes was filmed in Armenia and Washington State.
In late 1988, after seeing the premier and knowing the difficulty Stan had in finding corporate sponsorship, I volunteered to try to find Rotary support for the project. The goal of the series was the same as that of Rotary International - ‘Peace Through Understanding’. Initial Rotarian reaction to the project was good and I found myself headed for Russia in January of 1989 to assist with the production of the second Soviet episode.
We were going to Leningrad, site of the nine hundred-day siege during the Great Patriotic War, to film a segment on the effect of war on Soviet thinking. We were to spend two days in Moscow meeting our counterparts and preparing for the three-week shoot in Leningrad.
At midnight of our first night there we walked to Red Square to stand in front of Lenin’s tomb and watch the changing of the guard. A bell chimed the hour from high up in the star topped tower of the Kremlin as three young guards marched in slow, high goose-steps to relieve their comrades at the tomb. On our left, through the clouds of our own breath and the light snow we could see Saint Basil's Cathedral looming in silence above us. Behind us we could almost feel the presence of the infamous KGB head- quarters. I recall a chill shiver that shook my spine and the hair standing on the back of my neck: being there was like touching the enemy flag.
The next night we boarded the train for Leningrad. Called the midnight train because of the time of its departure, it was to deliver us to Leningrad early the next morning. A passageway runs down the right side of the compartmentalized sleeper cars. At the aft end of the passageway there is an oil-fired boiler, or samovar, that supplies heat for the compartments and hot water for tea. In each compartment there are four bunks and a small table where tea is served shortly after leaving the station. Each traveler is given bedding and a cup of tea, and a small fee is extracted for these services. About an hour after the train departs the lights are turned out and most of the travelers bed down for the night.
Still eleven hours out of sync and very excited to be there, I did not sleep well at all and at 4:30 or 5:00 o’clock in the morning I was standing in the passageway sipping my tea and looking out the window as we rolled through the Russian winter night.
Uneven tracks and stiff suspension caused the car to buck, lurch, and sway with dramatic sound effects, and the moonlight flashed like an old black and white film leaving my memory with distinct snapshots of snow covered fields, birch tree forests, and old villages where small houses were connected only by foot trails in the snow. I felt like I was somehow involved in scenes from Doctor Zhivago.
I was standing there, not-thinking, just being a part of all that was happening, absorbed into the movement and the moment, when a compartment door opened near me and a man in a Soviet Colonel’s uniform stepped out into the passageway.
He motioned toward my cup of tea and spoke in Russian. With a smile and a shrug I said, "I’m sorry, I speak only English." He hesitated a moment and again motioning toward my tea, closed his door behind him and came forward. I went to the samovar, washed out a cup, and with the few leaves that were left from my long night of self-indulgence, prepared a cup that was not much more than hot water. I handed it to him and we shared the view and sipped our tea. I didn’t know a word of Russian and so we communicated by showing each other our papers, and with gestures and smiles.
After a half-hour or so, he invited me into his compartment and he took a small book from his briefcase. He showed it to me and pointed to the cover, indicating that it was he, Boris, who had written it. Fanning the pages I recognized it as some form of high mathematics and I shook my head, shrugged my shoulders, and signaled that it was all over my head. Then from the third page of the book he read the dedication, and I recognized the last word as Afghanistan. From his wallet he showed me a picture of a young Soviet soldier and Boris made me understand that this young man, whose picture he had showed me, his son, was killed in Afghanistan.
I went and awoke our interpreter, and said, "Victor, come quickly, I think something important has happened here."
Victor and Boris talked for a while and Victor said, "Yes, this is important. This man is a Colonel, in charge of a military think tank in Moscow. He is the author of this book and he delayed publication of it for two years, waiting until he got official permission to dedicate it to his only son who was killed in Afghanistan." The book is about mathematic models of communications, of all things. This was the first time a military book was dedicated to someone who had nothing to do with the research, and the first to be dedicated to a soldier killed in Afghanistan.
Through Victor I explained that I am a Vietnam Veteran and that I thought I saw similarities between our involvement in Vietnam and Soviet involvement in Afghanistan, and that it was important to me to communicate with those affected by that conflict.
We further explained that we were going to Leningrad to make this film to improve the chances for peace through understanding.
Boris said that he was going to be in Leningrad for three days to teach a two day seminar on his book and then, on the third day, to go to rededicate the grave of his son. His invitation for me to join him at the grave of his son turned quickly into an invitation to film at the cemetery.
But, he said, there were problems, and he would have to call us the next day after talking with the boy’s mother. Anna and Boris are divorced. She lives in Leningrad and would be accompanying him: He said that he must have her permission.
Over the next two days there were several telephone calls between Boris and our Russian director. Many questions and problems were worked out before we heard that we would, on the morning of the third day, accompany this couple to the grave of their son.
We awoke early that day and piled all our equipment onto the small bus that the Studio had provided for us, and then we met Boris at his hotel. On the way to Anna’s home I told Stan that, though I didn’t understand it yet, I felt a very strong and mysterious need to communicate with this woman we were about to meet: a woman about whom I really knew nothing. He grinned and said, "Welcome to Russia, Paul."
When we arrived at Anna’s building, Boris went in and soon returned, followed by Anna. She was wearing a black fur coat. Her scarf formed a lovely frame around her beautiful but sad, almost emotionless, face. When she got on the bus she didn’t make eye contact with anyone, but sat quickly in the first seat. She sat quietly holding a bouquet of red chrysanthemums, very much alone on this pilgrimage to the grave of her son.
The paved roads, with their bomb crater-like potholes, eventually gave way to even rougher dirt as we approached the cemetery. There were no houses in sight, only a tired old barn standing on three of its legs, the fourth one buckled, bending the roof to lean into the merciless wind. It was a Russian January kind of cold: well below freezing, with a constant wind blowing off the Gulf of Finland. The only sounds were the wind as it breathed and sighed through the pines that grew in the old grave yard, and the ravens who lived there and obviously did not appreciate our intrusion. Cameras were set up, equipment checked, and Stan and Alexander, the Russian producer, began to quietly, gently interview Boris and Anna there at the side of the cemetery.
Boris is a small but powerfully built man. His words and gestures became stronger as he talked and we were surprised that his answers were so frank. He told us about his son, Igor, and how proud he was of him. When asked what he might tell his son, knowing what he does now, if he had it all to do over, Boris said that even though they did not have a Canada to run to, as he had heard many of our young men did during Vietnam, he would tell his son not to serve. He would tell him to resist - not to go. I asked that the cameras stop for a moment and with Victor’s help cautioned Boris about saying anything on film that he might regret. He went on to say that he felt that the four or five men responsible for Soviet involvement in Afghanistan should be ferreted out and, he said, "criminally prosecuted". He damned Soviet involvement in Afghanistan, he damned war in general, and he damned the loss of his son in that "immoral war". Again, I stopped the camera and cautioned him, explaining that we must reserve the right to use anything on film, that the documentary would be shown in both of our countries, and that I was afraid that he might jeopardize his career or standard of living.
He put his arm around smiling, and, me said, "I promise not to say anything I do not believe."
He also told us about the headlines that had appeared in the newspaper Pravda. "We did not send you to Afghanistan", they’d said. He told us that early in the war the ‘official’ statements said that the Army was planting trees and building orphanages.
During most of this interview time Anna stood quietly, shyly at Boris’ side. We asked them if they would like to go to the grave of their son without us, so that they could have some privacy.
Each grave is surrounded by a wrought iron fence, and inside there is usually a small table and just enough room for one or two people to sit. As Anna approached the grave she lowered the chain gate, and, from the satchel she carried, she took a soft cloth and wiped away the snow and dirt from the head stone. She placed the flowers she had carried on the grave and kissed the face of her son, etched into the tall granite slab. Then she set out a table cloth, some bread and meat, and a bottle of cognac. She poured a small glass of it and set it, and a piece of the bread, at the base of the headstone. Boris and Anna sat and talked quietly, occasionally sipping their cognac.
At their invitation we joined them there inside the fence, and I sat at Anna’s side for what seemed to be hours - or maybe it was a lifetime.
They invited all of us to join them and they shared their food and drink, and their grief. Boris told us about the inscription that appears at the base of the head stone. "I am buried here with you my son," it says, and it is signed, "Mama". He told us of how Anna had gone to church just two days before her son’s death. She had written a prayer asking God to protect her son from the danger she knew he was in. And he told us of how, on the morning of Igor’s death, Anna had awakened from a terrible dream in which she saw her own blood on the floor of her home, and how she had known at that instant that her son was dead - though she was not officially notified for some three weeks. Boris told us that it was at that instant of understanding that she too, had died. Anna had stopped going to church, had severed her relationship with her God, and, he said, she had "just ceased to live".
I told Anna that I saw in her tears the tears that my own mother might have shed at my grave, and that I could not be there at the grave of her son without realizing that a part of me - a part of all of us - was buried there, too.
Anna talked about her guilt and her grief. Her guilt, she said, at having raised a son to be so patriotic that he requested in eight letters to be sent to his death. Even though Igor had less than a year left to serve in his military obligation, he had requested, in eight letters, to be sent to Afghanistan. And Anna talked about her grief. Igor was her only child and she said that it is through our children that we are connected to the future. She had no children now, and so, no connection to the future. In that sense, she said, she was dead.
I told Anna that I thought I understood something of her guilt. In Vietnam the tin roofed hut that I was supposed to be sleeping in one night took a direct hit from a Russian made rocket, killing five of my comrades, and in the fire that had ensued the only Bible I’d ever owned was destroyed. That fiery death and destruction was, for me, symbolic of the entire Vietnam experience - for me and for my country.
I’ve found a definition for religion that I’m comfortable with: it is that Religion is that system of beliefs by which a man defines his relationship to the universe. In Vietnam everything we had believed in was turned upside-down - my entire belief system was destroyed.
I had volunteered, like many of us, early in the war. We went believing that it was our duty. We had grown up the sons of those who had liberated Europe - defeating Hitler’s evil and conquering the Japanese aggressors - and we believed that our country would never do anything that was not Right. We went off to do our duty for God and Country - and we came home to a country at war with itself over what we had done. We came home to a president who was impeachable for his crimes.
And I told Anna that I thought I knew something of her grief, as well. Just three years after my return from Vietnam I was in my second year of pre-med when my only child was born with a rare genetic disorder. With twenty-one months in Vietnam I was afraid that his condition had been caused by my exposure to the defoliants that were used there. My own grief that accompanied his birth was no different that what one suffers with the death of a child. That grief and other unresolved psychological issues of Vietnam made it impossible for me to continue my studies and we never had another child.
I came to understand that much of the grief that I suffered near Leningrad on that cold January day was grief for the boy in me who died in Vietnam. I hadn’t dealt with much of my own guilt or grief until I found myself at the grave of a boy who might have been my mortal enemy.
Through my own tears, I told Anna that I had been a Navy hospital corpsman with the Seabees and Marines in Vietnam and that during my almost two years there I’d held a lot of boys as they died, and that I knew, beyond believing, that the spirit of her son was at peace. And, I told her; I could not imagine a loving son who would not want his mother’s spirit to be at peace here on earth as well. I told Anna that because of what was happening there that day she would speak to thousands of people - in fact, an estimated hundred and twenty five million people saw that episode of the documentary, across the Soviet Union and in Canada and the US - and I told her that through me she would speak to many more. I told her that I would tell her story to anyone who would listen. And that was the first time we saw her smile.
Later, on the way back to Leningrad, Anna and I sat together on the bus and, with Victor’s help, we talked. She changed somehow and became much more alive, asking questions and occasionally laughing shyly. She insisted that we all join her in her flat for dinner.
Anna has remarried. She and her husband are both electrical engineers, and we were surprised to find that they lived in a two room flat, sharing bath and cooking facilities with three other families. We all crowded into her flat and all kinds of home-prepared food appeared from all over the building to add to our feast. Toasts with cognac or vodka were made, and answered, and we ate. Sometimes the conversation was loud, animated, and filled with laughter: other times it grew very quiet and there were many tears.
Eventually a guitar appeared and Boris sang several songs for us, songs that he had written. One was about how Igor had made his one man assault on a Mujahadeen sniper holed up in a cave high above Igor’s patrol, and how Igor had been shot, "Like the slap of a stick, four times in the chest", with a captured Russian made rifle. Boris’ song went on about how this Russian family held no animosity toward the 16 year old Mujahadeen boy who had only done what he believed was right, this boy who had paid for Igor’s death with his own, but rather, how sad it was that the only thing left was two mothers grieving on opposite sides of the world.
And we toasted, "to tea and providence", for it was tea and providence, Boris said, that had brought us together on that Midnight Train From Moscow. And we toasted tea and providence a lot that night.
In a quiet corner of Anna’s apartment hangs a picture of Igor; his black necktie draped over one corner of the frame. A calendar with the date of his death hangs nearby, and below, in a small box next to the white chrysanthemums, a button from the tunic of the boy who had killed her son, taken from his body and brought home by Igor’s comrades.
So, we experienced the grief of a Russian mother and, I think, the grief of mothers everywhere who have lost sons to war . . . I went back to see Anna before we left Leningrad, almost three weeks later, and I took some little bars of fancy soap, some small bottles of perfume, and a cloizenet blue heron pin that a fisherman had given me when I fixed his boat one time. I told her that they were gifts given in the spirit of a son returning from some far-off land. She clasped the pin to her breast and said, "Ah, this is perfect." She said, "This is the bird in Russian folk lore that brings us good luck and children." And she asked if she could adopt me.
We filmed for almost three weeks in Leningrad, aboard a Soviet Navy ship, at an army tank driver's school, and at a combat infantry school where they ran war games for the film. Almost daily we’d get a report from the Soviet director about how Boris had called from Moscow, and said this or asked that, and, with every report, "and tell Paul that he must come to see me before he leaves Russia." When our filming was complete we returned to Moscow and went to Boris’ home for dinner - with the entire film crew.
I expected to see a much higher standard of living. He was, after all, a colonel and in charge of an Army think tank. . . and it was higher - thirteen flights higher. We all remember it well because we had to hike up the thirteen flights, carrying our camera gear - because the elevator was broken. "Its normal," he said. His flat is much larger than Anna’s. He lives with his wife and two daughters in a comfortable flat with private kitchen and bath.
We ate a fantastic meal at his table. I know now, after several trips to Russia, that his wife had spent many hours in lines collecting all the things they thought we might enjoy - things they couldn’t afford. Each time we thought we’d finished, another course appeared from the tiny kitchen, and each time our glass was empty, it seemed, it was time for another toast: To tea, to providence, and to peace through understanding.
Boris brought out his guitar and sang for us once more. He read from a sheet of paper on which he had written his song, and next to the words was a picture of me that he had painted from memory. The song was about how we met on the Midnight Train From Moscow and how our two countries might take a lesson from us, who, though neither spoke the other’s language, sat down over a cup of tea and became friends.
Boris asked me once, what it was like for me to be in Russia. I told him that he had to understand that when I was a small child at school we practiced, at the sound of a particular bell, hiding under our desks - practicing for the day that the Russians would drop the atomic bomb on us. When I was nine or ten we watched as the leader of his country pounded his boot on the table of the greatest peace keeping organization the world had ever assembled and shouted that some day they would bury us.
Boris Felin represents the death of the Godless Communist Myth for me. He was the perfect Godless Communist: Soviet Army officer, Party member, scientist, and mathematician - but, I learned, he was also a singer, songwriter, poet, and philosopher, and a deeply spiritual human being.
A year passed and I was back in Boris’ home, sitting on the couch after another of those Russian feed-your-guest-till-he-groans dinners, sipping a glass of cognac and talking about the results of our meeting. He told me about the changes that had occurred in Anna’s life. I asked him what changes had occurred in his life and he said, "Well, they kicked me out of the army." After nineteen years of service, he had been stripped of all retirement benefits and dismissed. I felt like I’d been kicked in the stomach, and said, "Oh, Boris, I’m so sorry. I was afraid of something like this." "No," he said, "you don’t understand. It doesn’t matter. I’ve resigned from the Communist party. I’m doing the same work as before, but now with people I like. I don’t have to wear that damned uniform every day and I don’t have to put up with the military bullshit! My work is published just as often, and I even get to work with a computer now and then. But none of this matters - The only thing that matters is that the problem in Leningrad has been solved."
By this he meant that Anna had come back to life. He went on to describe how she had, at my suggestion, started a mothers support group, working with other women who had lost sons in Afghanistan, and counseled veterans who were disabled there. She had renewed her relationship with her God, and had returned to her church. Anna had truly come back to Life.
After explaining all this Boris was still concerned about my feeling guilty and he reminded me of the song he had written for me. "I realized that you were an American when I said, ‘Comrade, mercy for tea,’ and you answered in English. In my song I said ‘I feared an international incident and I hesitated as you offered your tea, but your eyes were kind and my feet carried me to you.’ I knew, at that moment," he said, "that there would be big trouble. I chose to continue! By the time we were at the cemetery it was already too late for me." And again we toasted, "to tea and providence".
"It was you who proposed that it was providence that brought us together and introduced me to the idea that maybe Divine Providence had played a role in our friendship," he said. "You have to understand that I was raised in the age of materialism, and by that we do not mean the accumulation of material wealth. We were taught that we are nothing but that of which we are made." I have known since I was a child that there was something, here, inside of me," he said, jabbing a finger into the center of his sternum, "something in here, much bigger than that which I am. I think it may be this thing you call God. I shall study on this some more."
There have been many changes in my own life, as well. After building dreams for rich folks for the last thirteen years I have closed down my yacht building business and have dedicated myself to building dreams of a higher order.
One of the interviews we conducted in Leningrad was with a group of Afghansti. These five Afghanistan Veterans were very excited to meet a Vietnam vet, and we went to the home of one of the guy’s parents to set up the interview. Because we hadn’t taken the camera crew with us what happened there was lost to film.
All five of them were there. At the invitation of our hostess we sat down for tea, and immediately began one of the most intense discussions I have ever been involved in. I was fairly well interrogated by my hosts. "We’ve heard that you all came back from Vietnam as wealthy men. Is it true?" one asked. "Were you drafted or did you volunteer?" "How did you feel about US involvement?" For an hour they continued. All this time one man sat quietly rolling a small yellow cylinder, about the size of a water glass, back and forth between his hands, never looking up, or changing his angry expression. Finally he looked up, straight into my eyes, and his tight jaws moved just enough for him to softly ask, "Do you know what an M-14 is?"
"Yes", I answered quickly, "That was the designator of the rifle our troops carried during my first tour in Vietnam. It was later replaced by the M16."
In the time it took to say that, the color of his neck turned crimson.
"No!" he said, "This is an M-14!" And, shaking the cylinder in my face, he continued angrily, "It is an all plastic anti-personnel mine, made in America. It was one of these that blew my legs off in Afghanistan. You’re sitting in the living room of my home, how does this make you feel, American?"
When I could, I answered, "I can only tell you that it was a Russian made rocket that killed five of my comrades and wounded me in Vietnam." Tears crept out of the corners of our eyes, and we put our arms around each other and came to an understanding of what had really happened to us that few who were not involved could ever understand. Each had faced the weapons of the other - fought each other - on the soil of third party nations. Later, he showed me his legs.
He had been on the waiting list for two years before he got artificial limbs that were hand carved out of wood. They were heavy, with steel hinges at the knees, and they did not fit properly. At the end of each day he poured the blood out of the sockets that continued to do damage to his stumps. I made a silent vow to find a way to do something about that, someday.
In 1993 I started a non-profit corporation called Prosthetics Development Group International. The purpose of PDGI is to establish laboratories that provide prosthetics to people in need, wherever they are needed, by providing the technology and training necessary for the sustainable operation of those laboratories and by developing international resources and relationships that enhance indigenous capabilities; to act in advocacy for the disabled by promoting their education and rehabilitation, and by generating opportunities for the fulfillment of individual potential; and to promote prosthetics development by fostering collaboration, adaptation, dissemination and replication of an ever improving technology.
In September of 1991 the organization of Rotarians I founded to support the documentary series sponsored a delegation of top level Soviets to come to British Columbia and Washington for two weeks of study. One of the members of that delegation was Fr. Michael Kirril, People’s Deputy and Archimandrite of the Russian Orthodox Church. After their farewell dinner I told the story of the Midnight Train From Moscow. Father Kirril put his arm around me and told me that the next time I came to Russia I must come to his church to be baptized.
In June of 1992, I went to the ancient city of Tula - older than Moscow itself - and was baptized in Father Kirril’s church - not because I wanted to subscribe to Russian Orthodox dogma, because I know very little about the church, but simply because I wanted to formalize my relationship with God there in Russia where I found Him. . . on that Midnight Train from Moscow.
There is an old Hassidic tale about a rabbi and a group of his followers who were studying life’s problems. They were trying to determine that point in time at which night becomes day. There were many proposals from the people, but finally one man said, "Rabbi, night becomes day when there is enough light in the heavens that a man can look into the field and tell the difference between the lion and the lamb."
The Rabbi shook his head sadly and said, "No, night becomes day when there is enough light in a man’s spirit that he can look into the eyes of another man and recognize him as his brother." That is the light we share with this story - The light I found in the eyes of my enemy.
I am convinced that each one of us has the power and the opportunity to have a positive impact on the evolution of this global society. I believe that the iron curtain has not fallen - rather, it has risen like a curtain on a stage, and on that stage stands one of the greatest creative potentials the world has seen since the industrial revolution. I am convinced that we have an opportunity to redefine defense - no longer in terms of stockpiles of arms - but rather, in terms of living relationships. And I believe that we are all children of one God, sons and daughters of one mother Earth, and brothers and sisters - all.